Easter Sunday.

Today in Church the Pastor talked about Forgiveness. It was a very good service. I had shared with him somethings that have been going on in my life. He asked me to share it with the church , so I did that this morning.

I spoke on how after almost 5 years of hurt , pain, loneliness, praying, I finally got to see my daughter and her baby boy. I have missed them greatly in my life.I had been praying that her heart would be softened so that we could connect again. I prayed that the hurt I had caused her would go away, I prayed that I would be able to see her son, my beautiful Grandson.

I told him how I've prayed for healing in my own life, God has worked so much on me.I have changed in many ways and have had lots of healing going on within me.While some members of the church have helped me go through this , one lesson I learned was that I had to forgive myself. That took lots of work, but I've did it!!

About 2 weeks ago I was Blessed with the right to go visit my daughter , I got to share important things that were going on in her life, I got to see her wedding pictures , I got to spend time playing with my Grandson. My daughter made a very nice desert , and we got to visit, She showed me jewelry that she makes and its really pretty stuff!  I bought some.

I  also went to visit my ex husband's mom. She told me that she loved me, I told her the same . I cried and said thank you from one mother to another ,for I truely believe that she also helped my daughter through her hurts and helped to soften her heart. We had a 2 hour visit. It was so nice to see her again.  I know now what it truly means to have a huge burden lifted. It's like now I can move on to bigger and better things.I know God is directing my path in ways I don't even know but its all coming together well.

I am grateful for the people in my life who have helped me.

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First week of the year is almost ...GONE!

So one thing I have to ask you is how many of you made New Year Resolutions??? I don't bother with that anymore.... I"m tried of failing!! LOL

I think that if one just tries to live life to the best then they are already kinda setting a goal. To just pick one thing that you find hard in life to fix and focusing on it doesn't work for me. I find I have tons to fix, so just work on each Little at a time.

If I can get through a day helping a person in need or fixing a amazing dinner , or having tea with a friend and just being there for them or just spending time reading a good book ,or playing with the dog then I"ve done a great goal for that day!!!

I guess I just want to be the person that God wants me to be, instead of making a list and trying to follow it , I just leave it all in God's hands. He will direct me where He wants me to be.

Today was a great day, helped a lady out for a few hours , Now I'm just veggin at home before I go figure out what to make for supper. Tonight I"ll just veg out or I"ll see if my friend wants to go hit the walking track tonight ..oh she would love it if I'd mention that !!! LOL

I hope you all have a great day...evening....good sleep tonight :)

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