Dolls , Oh I love Dolls

I just have to tell you about my dolls , the one that swings above my kitchen sink by the window is Margie, I named her after a woman I cared deeply about, and who is now looking down at me from heaven smiling.

Then there's the doll in my diningroom , she sits on the shelf my mom and dad gave me for christmas , I haven't named her yet .... I just got her afew weeks ago.

In my livingroom I have two that sit on my antique china shelf ,I don't have names for them either ...gotta work on that now don't I?

I have my wooden doll named Susie, she has long hair and the cat's used to try playing with her hair when I wasn't looking.

Then there's my pouters in the hall way, they seem to always be in trouble ,and of course there's Venesa .....she's always sitting pretty in the spare room, so yup I have afew dolls .......and Yes I'll get more !!!!

So from me and my dolls .........Have a great day!!

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Busy day today!

Well today was a day of cleaning windows , washing curtins, cleaning area's in the house that kinda get left on the back burner. I have the window's open and the nice cool fresh air blowing thru out the house.

This afternoon I"ll meet my friend Chris for tea , he's working right now so his shift will end this afternoon. I'm hoping the paychecks will be in today or I will be broke for the weekend which would suck bigtime!

Working on saturday and sunday. The car show is on in town so I think we will be running around checking that out, some cars have headed into town already and look pretty cool!!

Well back to the cleaning now , I'm on a roll so its not good to sit around or the feeling will go ...............POOF!

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Everyone is allowed a "blue day" right??

Here I sit in a resturant in Steinbach thinking.... Been to see my parents and it's hard watching them both struggle to breath. I watch dad walk from the chair to the window and he's slow and quiet. Mom was sitting in the chair , coughing which she does often, but can't cough at night to get the flem outta her throat so she sits most of the night in a chair. It's sad , and I have to fight tears just thinking about it. If this is what happens when one gets older ......I DON'T WANT TO GET OLDER THEN!!!!

Seems like I spend alot of time wondering how they are doing, if they are getting worse , how many good days do they have??? Or are most of them the same.I wonder will one's heart just say that's enough and poof one of my parents would be gone? I just dread the day I get that phone call.

Seems all I do is work , clean or sleep! I guess in one sense its a good thing, I can't go totally crazy now if I keep myself busy right?? I do feel myself going into my own little world though, I find it to be a safe place, where no one can harm me in any way. I'm trying not to get down, but wow somedays its really hard not to... these days I call my "blue days".

When I go into my "blue day" I just want to give up on everything, I have no energy to even care, I don't feel like being around anyone, its easier to be alone. I don't want pity, cause I don't care to tell anyone what I"m feeling. It's hard to open your heart when you guard it so.You ask ... Am I depressed??? NOPE, just having a "blue day" tomorrow could be a better day!

Depression to me is someone who lives in it everyday all day long, I don't do that. I am usually upbeat and love life , its just not happening at the moment so don't think I"m going crazy yet .....I will be kind enough to tell you when I am !! LOL

Well I guess I need to go get my Grandkids fix ...yup, maybe they will bust a move and get me outta this sad mood I"m in..

Later all , remember I will be fine, Just having a hard day today.

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Added pic's of my angels!!

Playing around on the site , I added some pic's of my angels, who light up my life! Today was a roadtrip to Brandon for a car dealership. Today is my Niece's birthday .....So Happy Birthday Jody!!

Hubby will be finishing off the fence project this evening!! I will take pictures on friday and post them, I work tomorrow into friday so I"m at work for 25.5 hours.

I'll catch you all on friday!!

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Wow , along time has passed again!

Well time has gone by fast again! Somedays I wonder is that a good thing or not? Seems like yesterday was July and now we are already heading towards the end of August.

Alot has been going on , My son and his family came up for 5 days and we put up a privacy fence and a deck. It looks great. Hubby is now finishing the front entrance gate and then the whole thing is completed. I went out and bought some nice stuff for in the gazabo which looks great! We like to sit there and visit with company, nice to get outta the house.

Been busy with Myra, She's great to work for. They are planning a trip this winter somewhere south and want me to go along. I would get paid for watching her while her hubby gets out and does the things he wants to do , golf etc.

Been hot out, I don't mind that though cause we have central air inside. I also love hot weather and enjoy it outside , Leah on the other hand thinks that walking should be done later in the evening , due to her black fur .....I don't blame her!

Well I blogged now, I"m sure that's going to make at least one person happy and SHE know's who SHE is !! LOL

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